Last night I was viewing TVXQ's first live concert Rising Sun. In the second half, there was a song Free Your Mind and then I discovered that the rap was done by JaeJoong. Among the five in the group, he is the most unlikely person to do rap...I always thought it was YUnho or YoChun.....Ah, they are really ful of surprise and emm...just cannot imagine what they will bring us in August.

 Really expecting, another journey to wonderland..

Above all, please be happy, my dear TVXQ 

It is really tiring to live a life in this way. For the first time I realised, my friends gather around me not because they like who I am, but because they enjoy correcting me in all ways possible.

I know that I am never a good girl, in whatever way they think. From what I can think of, I do not deserve a friend. However, if you are not serious with this friendship, then don't fool around with me. Being a friend, if I cannot let you see my worst part, my weakest moment or my darkest time, then what is the point anywayz? Being a friend, if you always take me for granted, if you never try to understand me, if you never wanna be a comfort, then what is the point?

My dear friends, I am really really tired of all these kinds of rubbish, so please leave me alone if you are not gonna be a friend.

To be honest, I have totally no idea how I survive the mid-year exam. So far only maths and physics results are out, not too bad. Even though not top scorer, still obtain an A grade.

Actually, this is all I wanted. SInce in the final transcript, no makrs will be indicated. thus, 99 and 79 make no big difference at all.  However, results will be posted on the notice board, that is the only thing makes me feel miserable, yeah, a little bit only.

The rest of results will be out next week, hope can still pass, then I will be able to take higher 3 maths. Even though not really interested in maths, it is the only subject so far that I can study at a higher level. I was hoping for a higher economics course, yet, economics result will never be good enough to allow me. Sigh...

After viewing though the paper, I realised that I would have done so much better if I have studied last term. ANywayz, no one is blaming be since I was indeed too busy last term. I did not remember a single day when I reached home, the night has not fallen.

Busy though, it made me feel fulfilled. Through all the competitions, volunteer works, seminars and so on, I did make a few friends and enjoyed my life. This term onwards, I must shift my focus a little bit and try to study harder. It does not feel good when I did not get what I could have gotten.

So my dear friends, wish me all the best and I will be back! haha..