Even though life is far more miserable that any of us can think of, it brings some joy from time to time.

SYF has always been a pain, and now it is over. I do not really give a damn to those balming me since they are just worthless in doing that. Apparently, I did what I thought was the best during the competition and I am fine with the fact that many do not agree with me. ALso, after receiving no honourous reward, I am ready to take the responsibility, since someone has to. For all official and unofficial records, yes, it is my fault.

Nevertheless, I believe that even if I did it the other way, which was to leave that part blank and let the audience to imagine the existence of music, I will still be the one to blame. There are always people wanting to feel morally or in any other ways, superior to others so that they wont be hold to responsibiltity.

I have no objections to that since the world is like that. Also, I would like to wish my section leader all the best. Do not over stress yourself, you did well and all of us are very proud of you. You are a great player as well as a great friend. It is my honour to have known you in the past one year and half. Let the past pass and tomorrow we start anew.

After all, now I am free to do many things that I have not done yet. I am currently meeting with my tutors and lecturers to make up lessons I missed during SYF preparation, I am trying to remember many things that I have forgotten, also, I am continue learning languages, currently being Latin, German and of course, English. FOr the record I would like to say that German is a really really challenging language and that is really really difficult to learn.

I am going to Germany and Switzerland in two weeks' time, so I better speed up my pace of learning. Important to learn the language, since that is respect to the country and to the people I am gonna meet. Not too sure about why, but that is how I feel.

What else? yeah, TVXQ is cool, and...cool!